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Sunday, November 21, 2010 6:30 AM

Hello blog, this has been the saddest blog i've ever had.

I had happy times (most hidden).... and sad.. sad times all the way, and now i'm glad to say,

adios. Yes he's still my friend haha. Its always gonna be this way but im not delusional anymore.



I dont love him anymore and I'm moving on... or him.

as usual, im changing this blog, and I dont plan to keep this. coz this period has been nothing but a nightmare for me.... but hey im glad, I earned a friend. and nothings gonna change that.


Tuesday, November 9, 2010 2:13 AM

Everything's falling apart suddenly!!!

You know how sometimes you just do everything within your means and capaability, you push yourself to do it... but it just never, ever, ever works out...and its so tiring. I've been drilling this over and over again, but one day I just want to wake up and realise that I dont need all these, im not upset or wad, I just no longer am living with this burden in my life.

I don't want to give it, but its no longer about me... and I really dont feel like staying here anymore


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